Blah, I'm starting to really dislike music. Listening to, making.. it just seems like it's becoming a stupid chore rather than something to take pleasure in. Oh well, I've just got to stick with it, not that I've made any progress with it or I'm good at it. I just have no other way to waste my time.

Everything anyone has ever said in a positive way towards my "music" has left me with a bitter taste, I know this is just the self-doubt talking but, I feel as if I'm being lied to or someones kissing my ass for some reason that doesn't come to mind.